Ok so I got married April 8th of this year and by May 23rd she was gone. Sent to prison and sentenced to five years. This is the worst pain I’ve ever felt. To top it off work is slow and I’m falling behind on bills. I’m not in a good place right now. I literally hate leaving my room let alone the house. I have nobody that I can talk to about this not even my wife because I don’t want to stress her out plus there’s not much she can do for me at this point anyways. I’m to the point where I don’t care about anything.